I don't know why, but for the last couple of weeks I've been finding myself going to bed really late at night. I usually wander on up to bed around 10:30-ish but recently I haven't been retiring until nearly midnight. Been trying to figure out what the hell it is I've been doing and have just realised I mostly been faffing about.
Instead of being my usual organised self, I find myself doing all sorts of little jobs and tasks in the last hour or so before I go to bed. Usually I get in from work, sort out the kids with homework and make their tea. While they're eating I'll potter about putting on washing or pushing the vacuum round or whatever. But I've not been doing that for some reason. I couldn't tell you what I've been instead though - just time wasting !
I haven't been sleeping too well either - sign of a guilty conscience TOM says! I have had a lot on my mind lately so perhaps I'm putting off going to bed because I know I won't sleep restfully. Self-defeating really. So, from tomorrow night (as it is now approaching 11:30pm) I will aim to be in bed shortly after 10pm to see if I can regain my natural rhythm.
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